Nothing can be worse than an inertia filled dead end that I have been filled with these past few weeks…..lots has happened…it is'nt for the lack of happenings that I have'nt been able to post….its just the inertia….like the chicken and the egg story, I don't know which one is perpetrating the other…the inertia and bad mood…. I've had a few scream ins the last few days…and people around me don't know what's hit me….. I am unable to cook even….. something that's like therapy to me…. I always believed, come bad health, weather or mood….cooking always liberated me………not so this time…. I have tones of things to do…things that I have postponed for so long that I am truly ashamed…. I am hoping, putting this out in the open will help me deal with this craziness………please….i hate the way I feel right now…and I need to believe that only I can change it…………