eerie again

no .....am not depressed.....or raving mad....or anything as exotic as that......tho the last post here did say that i wish i had blogged anonymously.....i have this thought a lot of times.....its just that too many people i know read this.....and sometimes you just want to get something out of your system....in a very personal.....non offending way.....say a few things like speaking aloud and not wanting anyone else in particular to hear you say the things you do......like a good scream to clear your lungs and head.....the day i did post it...i was feeling like a good scream though!! for no apparent reason.....and i couldnt....so i came in here and said it!!

the house is filled with an eerie silence again......after more than 2 months....i am home alone when k goes to work his behind off!!.....first amma and then k's family.....it was lovely to have people around the house....and company for lunch.....somehow, having so many people around makes me miss the most important one all the more....i was sad that k couldn't spend as much time as he'd have wanted.....

i also realised that i am fiercely territorial....i dont know if this is good or bad...i just am.....

we did the tirupathi and chennai thing ....but that is a different story......mostly i am amazed at how things change and so quickly....the routine went kaput when family was here....things took on a different turn.....routine....food....conversations and everything else turned a 360 degree ....there was never a dull moment....and there was so much activity going on.........and just as soon as it began...its all over...back to being on our own......eerie silences again...........